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[10 May 2008|09:46pm] |
too much has happened. too much. i dont know what to do... its rather frusterating. not to mention i havent really slept a full night in weeks. stats class is kicking my butt and thursday night anatomy labs aren't any better. i just got a notice today reminding us of the exact date we have to be out of the apartment. im really going to miss living here. :o( it is going to be tough to move out, for sure.
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[08 Apr 2008|01:28am] |
i love how one second you can be so happy with someone and then the next day find yourself listening to depressing music and wishing you had it all back. Its funny how most people are hypocrites and don't even know it... its funny how you find someone to love with all your heart, and it took you forever to realize they were right underneath your nose. why do we keep going back to things that constantly insist on hurting us? why do the people we want to spend all of our time with seem so far? i learned today that you can't make a meal out of rice-cakes. heh.
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[23 Jan 2008|09:01am] |
I really hope i end up going to FSU for the weekend. I need to get a weekend away. this last weekend, was the worst one in a long time. i have a killer headache, and i have lost sooo much sleep. The shuttle and construction outside my window are destroying my sleep pattern. I have to drive Downtown tomorrow, to do something, lets hope i don't get lost. Valentine's Day is the stupidest holiday ever to exist. it's not even here yet, and i know exactly what i want to do on that day. SLEEP! Anyways this weekend was the worst weekend for a lot of people, five couples i know broke up. not three but five! thats crazy and all in the same weekend too. I hate radio commercials with a passion.
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[04 Jan 2008|11:21am] |
i hurt someone that means soooo much to me. not on purpose though. i had to delete him from facebook and myspace so im not reminded of the trouble i caused. and of course where am i now? yup....back at freakin square one. back to the square one that reminds me of all my faults and questions everything i do. how could i of been so selfish??? i am going back to school tomorrow and hopefully going to forget about everything for a while. and focus on getting that class i need during add/drop week. i wonder if its true whether or not people can really truly reconcile after so much damage has been done. i will have to see it to believe it.
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[02 Sep 2006|01:33pm] |
no school monday. yay. but more work to make up then. that sux. but it's great to meet new people. it truly is enlightening. life is sooo confusing. love is bitter-sweet. i just want my economics and class to start already. its pissing me off. next week will consist of class, school, random shit around the house and visiting some very missed friends. note to self: watch your back. i came so close to almost destroying everything around me. sometimes i just hate mortals. including myself. im off to the pool. see everyone later. ciao.
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[25 Jul 2006|04:41pm] |
this summer has been by far very awesome. hott as hell, but very nice. i might b going out of town this weekend!!! i am so very excited. its still up in the air if im going or not though. we r having spicy shrimp for dinner. i wish someone was here to share it with me.....u know who u are!!! <3 "destiny is calling me...,open up my eager eyes..." ahh!!! "i just can't look, it's killing me!"
THE KILLERS~!
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[15 Oct 2005|11:19pm] |
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no one was at the homecoming game. wait i take that back. i think there were more people from other schools and alumni than charter people itself. dude, this game sucked, yea we won, but there wasn't even a full band. the best part of the night was watching jesse blow off the second piece of the trombone. u had to of been there, it was effin hilarious!!it was iight, but they should of schedlued it on a friday or something, a day of school, so people actually remember. ciao.
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[12 Oct 2005|11:47pm] |
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it bothers me when i try to talk to people, and have an actual serious conversation with them, they don't take me seriously, or they give me this half smile and feel bad for me or something stupid like that. it shouldnt bother me...i know. but sometimes you just can't help but notice it.
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[07 Oct 2005|02:25pm] |
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i guess tonight is homecoming....
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[06 Oct 2005|10:36pm] |
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im soooo tired. today was boring. cept after school i went to the mall and saw oodles of charter peeps. i feel like a llama that was given left overs . i got this pretty skirt. it has, colors, flowers and stripes.
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